These elegant drops of rain
continue to land softly on my window pane,
racing down like it’s some type of game
the wet streaks still remain
as does the pain.
but now its out weighed by the love
that i feel has been sent from above.
because it has been found like a dove
that decides to carry this message to me, and give me a small nudge.
in this direction i must go,
down this path i realize i do not know.
so i ask if someone will show
me how to let these desires flow.
out from my soul,
like a river of milk into a gloriously large bowl,
of flavor that is so far from dull.
as my life blossoms forth,
like a compass that refuses to point any way but north.
i henceforth have decided to live
a new way of life that teaches me how to love
what life decides its willing to give
to me and those that i decide to forgive.
not holding onto a grudge and trying to relive,
those moments in life that im now trying to outlive
because what follows me from that incident
haunts me day after day.
though the punishment is far from whats equivalent
but that isnt what most by passers would decide to say
they just look astray, hoping that in the month of may.
i can change this situation from being this way.
as i kneel down, bowing my head to whats up in the sky,
wondering would i rather have knee pads, or be able to fly.
then i might be able to talk to a guy.
and plead my case so i could survive, not die
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